Let me share a testimony. Just 2 months before easter. I was SICK. I was bleeding through my skin pores in my back. It was frightening and painful. I was beginning to develop septicemia and my heart beat, started flicking in the middle of shows, on stage – when performing. I met like four different surgeons consequently. I had many revelations after.

The big major surgeon – flipped the script when, I was due to go under the knife the fourth time, that – the diagnosis was completely wrong. He refused to operate, on me and demanded more tests to be done.

Then I was beginning to be concerned. On Good friday, I was admitted, for intensive observation, then released on Easter Sunday, when my condition stabled. I just recalled, before admission, during my multiple checkups, to the hospital – the surgeons, where so concerned and talking operation, which I resisted – initially. They made me feel I was irresponsible for lack of concern for my own health.

They kept telling me I needed to be admitted in 2 days if my situation didn’t improve. Sometimes – I went a week before, going back. You know why – they felt and thought that? In my mind, and according to my faith, I was just singing all the time, and worshiping God; making up songs in my head and underneath my breadth. Every-time they gave me bad news, I called out the name Jesus, incessantly quietly, several times. Even when I was left on my own. It became automatically induced.

Now I’m not advocating – don’t seek medical check up ..’ You should always see your doctor when you are not well.

Kept staying in a euphoric positive space, mentally. It kept me sound, safe and secure. Just liked to share, in case anyone is going through a similar scare. I have not had this operation, and I’m healed now. “God is not religion and thats why I despise all forms of religious dogma. God is A God of Unprecedented Loving’s & Graces. If not, this earth and all in it would have been wiped out long ago with fire – for all the evil, we’ve all done, in the name of religion and God – self-righteously”

It was ironic, I was in hospital watching King of Kings, on my hospital bed and I could not help but think about the parallels of us both loosing blood – yet I’m leaving hospital on Easter Sunday – alive and well – just like him. Glory! 

“The enemy knows, when God is about to bless – He’ll always send some mess” – Bishop TD Jakes.

I’m just counting and thinking of all the ‘fake friends’ – plants, the enemy sent to me – ‘to sell me out’. They are the ones you’d never, ever, ever think could do such a thing! They plague like a virus. Until you del them muther-effing, negative trawls totally, you have no blissful future. Mercy mercy! Listen – I’m living my truth, if you don’t like it. I can’t help you. I’m not living my life for anyone else ..’ Why would I? My truth is in God, of one love, above. MercyfulGrace

“Listen folks – faith is personal .. but let me give you an insight. Humans will never fathom God. The best is a revelation of him that you would have.

God pre-existed before the foundations of the world, how then can you justify or explain him? Man were the last fixtures on this planet. 

Àrèmúorin – Anthony Everest is a Jazz, Soul-R&B Award WINNING Indie Singer-Songwriter, Author, Producer & 7X multi award nominee :: No1, 49+ Weeks, Jazz Charts :: 

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